26/12/2011...
Our third week...
But i ruined up...
I thought wanna give you a surprise cause today is our third week...
I asked my sister to fetch me to Nilai just to give you a surprise...
But at the end, I made you get hurt..
I felt heart pain when I saw your leg bleeding...
I felt like beating myself that time....
I'm too selfish...
If I didn't go find you, you won't get hurt...
If I didn't go find you , you won't need to treat my sister!!
I'm sorry...
Is me who make our future getting more and more difficult to go...
Your family and my family...
Will we get through all the problem and together with each other till we married??
We planned to go Taiwan together...
We planned our future...
But can we manage to achieve what we had planned??
I really hope we can get through all this problem...
You know I love you,
But sometime not everything can be solved easily...
Even though we love each other,
But if our family don't agree,
Even though we love each other,
We still need to separate.
I don't wish this type of thing will happen on us...
I just wish we both can be together happily...
Nothing's gonna happen on us...
I really wish that...
Brandon,
I'm sorry that i brought so much trouble to you...
In the future, maybe you will get suffer between me and your family...
I don't wish to make you choose...
It only will make you more suffer and unhappy...
But I know I should appreciate the time spending with you before the problem come...
I really do appreciate...
And thank to you that you brought me back into a happy life..
I know sometime my emo made you feel heart pain, angry and disappointed...
You know I didn't mean to hurt you...
Hurting you same as hurting myself...
You really different...
You are the first one who will argue with me just because you want me call you hubby...
You are the first one who held me in your arms tight and keep on say "I love you" non-stop..
You are the first one who will call me just because you miss me and my voice...
You are the first one who hold my hand tight wherever we go....
You are the first one who will let me bite, let me beat whenever I want, even though you feel pain...
You are the first one who will scold me when I keep on scratching my leg...
You are the first one who will scare that I will leave you...
I love you...
Really no words can describe my love...
I wish we can be together happily..then it's enough for me...
Please take good care of my heart...Don't try to beak it...ok??
I love you~~~^^"
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