Tuesday, 29 May 2012

Mix mood....

This few days,
I felt like our relationship had met a problem...
Last time,
When I used to make joke with you,
No matter how,
You also won't angry...
But now,
No more....
We started to argue when I joke with you..
What happen between both of us??
I don't know...
Started to be confused about us....
No matter what,
I won't give up..
I will use any thing to maintain our relationship!!
I WILL!!!


那天的相遇,
是个意外。
现在的我,
会开始避开。
不愿再与你相遇。
我们各自都拥有的幸福。
而我有一种原则,
就是,
不喜欢跟有了女朋友的男子来往。
因为曾经有过不愉快的经历,
所以现在的我,能避免就避免。
对不起,原谅我的自私。

好久都不曾跟我说话的你,
突然间,变得有点像以前一样,
竟然和我聊起天来。
那一刻,有点很意外。
虽然过了很多个月,
但你应该不知道,
一直以来,我都还是当你是我的好姐妹吧?
没关系,即使是我自己一厢情愿,我也愿意。
因为我很珍惜我们之间的友谊!
真的很珍惜!
如果有不开心,想找人倾诉的话,
欢迎你随时来找我,
我会像以前一样耐心地听你说的!
谢谢你,愿意跟我说话。
谢谢你。
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Saturday, 26 May 2012

困难,会不会再次出现?

宝贝,
对不起,
我知道我不应该乱想,
但没办法,我控制不了。

因为不及格,所以你必须要读多半年。
你知道,现在的我,害怕什么吗?
我害怕你妈妈会怪我,
害怕你妈妈会劝你和我分手,
害怕你妈妈责怪我,说是我害你没读书的。
我很怕,很害怕。
我很怕所有我担心的都会一一发生。
我不想失去你,
但如果你妈妈开口的话,
我别无选择吧?
我不知道,
不敢想,
不敢问,
不敢讲。
我只能压抑。
对不起,
如果我被逼要离开你,
请你体谅,
我是多么的不舍得,
好吗?
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Monday, 21 May 2012

Time to blog again~

Whoa, seem like I didn't update my blog for few weeks ady~>.<
Too busy jor ar~
Everyday dance training till night time~
When reach room ady very very very tired...=_=


13/05/2012~
Our very first trip~
Melacca~
So excited on that day~Till now also can remember that excited feeling~
Took KTM from Seremban to Nilai station~
But my boy late again..=.=
Need me wait him for 30 minutes...@@
But at last, he came!!
Then we were on our way to our destination~
Along the way, we had a lot of fun~
Finally, REACHED!!!
My boy started to take picture of the building for his project~
But at last, I helped him to take~
Then we rested and sat and waited for the night to come~
JONKER STREET!!!!
A lot of things and food to buy!!!
I miss the Nyonya laksa!!!
OMG!!!!
@@
My boy bought a Mickey Mouse pluggy and 3 ribbon rubber bane for me~
Thanks, my baby boy~
And at the end, our first trip ended with tired but memorable~


The picture that I love the most!!!Taken by me~






So many pluggy~@@
3 for RM10~~


<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

My boy come my room from Thursday till today...
We had went through the first 20/05~
These few days I really very happy~!
Every night, sleep in your arms,
Every night, you hug me tight,
Everything you did for me,
Thanks for accompany walk so many time from PV13 to Prima Setapak~>.<
We watched movie together, laugh together, hug each other tightly~
Every night gave each other a kiss,
I'm going to be used to all these things...
It's hard to pull myself out of the sweetness that you gave to me!!
We argued, but yet you are the first one to apologize even though you know it's not your fault....
Thanks for tolerating my bad temper for almost half year~
No words in this world can describe my love you anymore!!
When I was in dance training, you were sitting there accompany me till I finish my training...
You hug me and sayang me, you were heart paining at that moment, right?
Thanks for the whole day accompanion for these days~
And sorry making you so tired~
We didn't go anywhere celebrate for 20/05..
Just a simple dinner and a cup of Ochado~
That's all~
But still I'm very satisfied!!!
Baby, 
Do you know I really felt very surprised when I guessed the surprise??
MANGO T-SHIRT!!!
The first branded shirt that I had received!!!
I can't imagine you went to buy it!!!
OMG!!!
You make me more surprise when you told me actually you wanna buy Puma beg for me!!!!
OMG!!!!
Why I can find a super duper nice geh boy??!!!
Who can tell me??!!
SURPRISE KAW KAW!!!
I was wondering why I'm so lucky that I can met a boy that can treat me so good...
LUCK???FATE???
I don't know...
I just know that I will appreciate your love, your everything with all my true heart~
I love you, baby boy~<3



Pattern....=.=
But I love~XD



I like this picture~Sweet~~~


Simple dessert drink after dinner~
I drank Ochado 3 times a week!!
OMG!!!
I'm addicted!!!!
>.<
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Wednesday, 9 May 2012

友情

友情,
一旦认真起来,
受伤时,比爱情来得更伤。
我,对我的三个好姐妹,都很认真。
所以我很害怕失去她们。
最近,好像被她们忽略了。
这种感觉,不好受。
可能她们不知道吧。
可能她们在忙。
可能,她们已经开始慢慢忽略了我的存在了。
唉,不知道。
只知道,好辛苦。
友情,对我来说,真的比爱情更重要!
你们,对我来说,真的真的太重要了!
不得不承认!
你们知道吗?

最近,
跟我家男人,都很好。
即使已经五个月了,
我们还是在热恋期~
还有一个月,就半年了~
好快~
希望我们会一直酱走下去~
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Monday, 7 May 2012

怎么又生病了?

宝贝猪公,
你怎么又病了?
你知道我很担心的吗?
不能在你身边照顾你,我真的很自责!
不知道现在的你怎样了,还会辛苦吗?
还在发烧吗?
我真的不知道!
也好想知道!
你就不能好好的照顾你自己吗?!
你生病,我会很着急,很心疼!
因为我知道,你一生病,就会很辛苦!
赶快好起来!
我要在星期四的时候,看到一个健健康康的你!
真的很想你~T.T


要开始练习跳舞了,
又要学Contem的舞,还有两个表演的舞要学!
我快要疯了!
啊啊啊啊啊啊!
不过我会加油的!
我会把一切问题,困难,压力,
一个一个统统解决掉!
加油!
我不能输!
最后一个Sem了!
不能再不及格了!
排除万难,勇往直前!

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Saturday, 5 May 2012

Whoa~

First time went to Taylor's Lakeside Main Campus....
OMFG!!!
Damn high class and damn many leng zai and leng lui from foreign country...T.T
Starbucks, Baskin Robins, Old Town, many foreign restaurants there also...O.O!!!
When I stepped in the campus with my first step...I already felt that this university is totally not suit me!!
Too high class..Totally not the life that I can support...
The university is huge!!
This type of place, went there once is enough for me...

Ermm hmm...Till now still not yet mention the reason I went to Taylor...
I went there is because my boy want to finish up his project with his group members..
So I went there ti accompany him as I don't have class on Friday...
I played Tetris and surfing the Internet, while they were rushing their project....
Pretty cool huh??XDD

My old room is giving me many trouble...
Those people called and viewed the room, then no more response from them..=.=
I just want faster find a person to overtake my room, so that my mum no need to pay two rental...
But yet, the people is troublesome...>.<
Haih....now just can pray that those who had called is really want my room...

Next week onwards, I have to focus on my study again!!
Haih..luckily this sem I no need to resit any papers again!!
What a good news to myself and my mum~


我觉得你妈妈很排斥我和你在一起。
也对,我们的家境环境根本就不同。
有哪个妈妈不想自己的孩子找个相对的?
我不会做什么事情来讨你妈妈的欢心,
我想做回我自己。
如果你妈妈不接受,我也没办法。
我不想因为酱而把自己变得不像自己。
我知道,我明白,
你们家是属于那种比较有钱的,
所以看的东西可能都不一样。
我不知道你爸妈会否接受我。
我真的真的只想做回我自己。
别要求我改变,因为我一旦改变了,就不是你认识的那个我了。
我知道,你爸妈如果不接受我,我也不能怎样。
如果他们真的不接受,我想我会离开。
因为我能体会做中间人的那种痛苦。
而我不想你承受那种痛苦。
如果这件事情真的发生,别难过,
我还是会一样爱你,
但我不会再跟你在一起。
很矛盾的决定吧?
现在我不会想太多,
我们走多一天就一天。
直到那天来临的时候,
才来做打算吧~
现在我只想珍惜与你的每一分每一秒~
请你相信,
我是真的真的很爱很爱你~!
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Tuesday, 1 May 2012

New home,new environment~

新的家,
新的环境,
不同的感觉,
第一次跟朋友一起住,
会适应吧?
想一想,
其实这样也好~
多一个人可以照顾我~
我家男人也可以放心了~
23楼~
很高,但很凉爽~
风景,很美,美得有点想一直站在那里看~
很感谢,爸妈和婆婆特地下来帮我搬家~
还陪我在那里空等了几个小时~
因为被人玩弄,所以一直在上网找房间~
很幸运的,被我们找到了这间~
虽然是最高楼,虽然这间家只有我们两个女的,
但我还是觉得很好了,
因为至少我不用露睡街头~XD
虽然临时才找到的,但我很满意!


我家男人,
为什么你可以对我那么好?
总觉得我给你的,往往不够你给我的多。
有时还会觉得很内疚,觉得自己对你不够好!
要搭21站的LRT,还要转巴士才能来到我这里。
但你却往往不介意你自己有多累,
即使再累,
你还是会来找我。
从来不做家务的你,竟然帮我打扫整间房间!
你不让我打扫,因为你说我的鼻子敏感会弄到我很辛苦!
所以你一直不让我动~
受伤的手指,
也不小心的弄到流血了!
你竟然很凶得叫我不要动!
看着你帮我打扫的动作,认真的样子,
突然觉得自己真的真的很幸福~!
当一个男人可为你做任何他不喜欢的事情,
那一刻,你真的会觉得自己找对了人!
你妈知道后,会不会很讨厌我?
我竟然让她的宝贝儿子受委屈了。。。T.T
谢谢你,
除了谢谢,
我真的不知道该说什么了。
你的一举一动,
让我越来越爱你。
我的感动,
你从来不知道。
但其实我一直都记住。
你还记得我不吃黄梨,
所以吃Pizza的时候,
你都会先把黄梨先吃掉,检查了没有黄梨后,才给我吃。
那天我有点惊讶,
你竟然还记得我不吃黄梨~!
真的很爱很爱你!
别再叫我走开了!
不要再轻易放我走了,好吗?
我们答应过彼此,
要在一次一辈子的!
我爱你~!


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