Monday, 23 April 2012

1st day without hi~m....

As usual, I went to work...
Today work till 10++....
12++ only reach home....
Everything is like usual...
But only lack of your message....
Even though I know I can't get your message, but yet i still starring at the phone...
Still waiting for your message...
How stupid I am??
You are now at Bali, enjoying your trip...
Far away from me....
I miss you...
Nothing else more...
You are in my mind, my heart...
How can I stop thinking about you?
I really miss you a lot...
But did you??
Or you play till totally forget about me??
Can I sleep well if I can't hear your voice??
Cause every night when I told you I wanna sleep already, you sure will call me...
And I already made it as a habit...
Can I sleep tight if I didn't hear you say " I love you "?
Everytime when we meet, when me talk on the phone or even message...
You will always say these 3 words to me...
Now I can't see or hear from you for 1 week...
T.T
I love you, my baby hubby~
And I'm waiting you come back~
<3

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Saturday, 14 April 2012

到最后,
我还是觉得他对Dota的感情还是多过对我的感情。
渐渐的,他开始,不再打机的时候回我的信息了。
渐渐的,他不再告诉我,他要开始打机了。
以前的东西,渐渐的,他都不再对我做了。
热情,不再像以前那么多了。
我们的感情,会不会,渐渐的,冷淡?
有时候,真的很不想原谅你。
但, 每次都是心软的原谅了你。
为什么每次都要酱心软?
会不会,有一天,我突然不再心软,不再原谅你?
到时候的你,会怎样?
我不是反对他打机,但是,能不能,不要忽略我,冷落我?
我真的很不喜欢被冷落的感觉。
他到底知不知道那种感觉会是多么的不安?
我的不安,我的寂寞,我的悲伤,他会不会体谅到?
我要的,只是,更多的安全感。
每一次被冷落,就会害怕他会离开。
每一次被冷落,就会觉得他不再像之前一样爱我。
每一次被冷落,就会觉得我对他已经不再重要了。
每一次,每一次,他都不知道。
有时候,很难受,但还是得告诉自己,忍一忍就会没事了。
但,我还能忍多久?忍到我无法忍的时候?
忍到我想放弃我们的感情的那一刻?
是不是,要弄到酱,他才会真正的在意我的感受?
我今天哭了,在他面前哭了,
我哭是因为我很难过,我很失望,
他又再次让我觉得我没有Dota那么重要!
心,隐隐作痛。
泪,慢慢滑落。
我还能怎样?谁能告诉我?
我的心,我的想法,他到底知道多少?
我爱他!
真的很爱很爱!
所以不想轻易的放弃。
但我还能撑多久?
我真的不知道!
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Wednesday, 11 April 2012

ARGH!!!!

I want buy many shirt and skirt ar!!!!!
But the main point is, I don't have money....
Just now passed by Jusco Summit...
Saw few pairs of high heels very nice leh!!!!
I want buy also can't...T.T
Who can give me money buy??!!!T.T
Salary need to go buy phone...
After buy jor, then straight away no money ady...
Got work like no work...
>.<


Miss you in a sudden...
Haih...
Must take care of yourself...cause I not everyday beside you..
Can't take care of you...
Especially when you go Bali...
Will miss you for the whole week...
That time maybe I already bought my phone..
We can chat through Whatsapp...Maybe...
Hope can buy asap~
Miss you badly now!!!


My boy like this picture~
He put this as my contact picture~haha~
But I don't think is nice,
What do you think???>..<


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Monday, 9 April 2012

他说

他说,
虽然我有时很野蛮,但我野蛮的时候,很可爱!
他说,
虽然我有时很粗鲁,但有哪个女子不粗鲁的?
他说,
没有了我,他不知道该怎么活下去。
他说,
无论发生什么事情,他都会一直在我身边陪着我,爱我。
他说的,他承诺的,
我都知道,我都记得!
该怎么减少对你的爱,我不会。
因为我只会增加对你的爱。
你的拥抱,你的亲吻,你的每一句“我爱你”,
我都很爱!也很珍惜!
我喜欢我们,即使在大庭广众,还是不顾其他人的眼光,
吵吵架,打打架,
我喜欢我们斗嘟嘴,斗眼睛大,斗力气大~
但往往赢得都是我,
我知道,其实你是要我开心,怕弄伤我。
每当我受了一丁点的小伤,你还是愁眉头,生气但却温柔的骂我,
“你不会小心点的啊?!”
你总是会一边骂,一边轻轻的抚摸我的伤口,
很小心的,怕弄疼我。
那种心疼我的表情,真的很可爱~
你撒娇,闹脾气的时候,那个表情,真的超超超可爱!!!
有时候,很庆幸,我有个酱可爱的男朋友~
不管什么场合,他都会不顾形象,缠着我,撒娇~
那种感觉,我从来不曾有过!
只有你,让我体会到好多不同的感觉~
谢谢你!
有好多好多的谢谢,真的谢不完!
不曾后悔爱你!
因为,你,值得我去爱和珍惜~~~~~
无论什么事情,只要我们坦白,我们的感情一定能长久~
我爱你~

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Sunday, 8 April 2012

时间过得真快!

三天就酱过去了。
好快。
好不舍得。
那一天晚上,我靠在你胸膛,听着你的心跳声,对望着你的眼睛,
静静的听着你说话~
这种感觉真的很幸福~
听着,听着,我哭了,
不是因为难过,而是因为幸福!
你说的话,已经把我感动得哭了。
我相信,你是真心爱我,无论我变成什么样子,你都会一直陪着我,对吧?
我们在一起四个月了,很少听到你对我说酱的话,
当你说出这些话的时候,有被吓到一下~
你说你没做错选择,很庆幸,我也没做错选择!
我真的真的太幸福啦!!!!!!
我很想,跟我家男人,一起穿情侣衣,情侣裤,情侣鞋~
总之就是全身都是情侣的东西!!
可是好难吧?T.T
都不知道我家男人肯不肯。。。。T.T
今天看中了一双Converse的鞋子,RM149.90!!
不过,我会慢慢存钱!一定会买到的!!!
哈哈~~~~
好了,要去睡了~
我爱的人,晚安咯~^^"

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Wednesday, 4 April 2012

Whoa...

First time got 15 friends like my photo..Quite surprise de neh..>.<
Haha...thanks to those who passed by and click that like button~


Started to work....RM500 per month....
Start from 5a.m. till 12.00p.m. (the latest)...
Once take the salary, straight away gone...>.<
Hope mum can sponsored me, then i can go sign Samsung Galaxy SII DiGi package ady...
If not, I'm going to sign Samsung Galaxy W package which is RM499...
Ngam ngam hou~>.<
No money go shopping jor lor???T.T
But this month no need to become a lazy bum bum in house, it's worth enough, although is tired...
At least I got money to use...XDD


I miss you alot...
Almost one week didn't meet, feel like few weeks didn't meet...>.<
I miss the moment you say you love me..
I miss the moment you kiss me...
I miss the moment you hug me tight...
I miss the moment you make me laugh...
I miss the moment we play and joke around...
I really miss you alot...
This few nights, you need to overnight at your school to draw and do your assignment...
Sure don't have enough rest...
Worry that you will fall sick...>.<
Please don't fall sick and make me more worry,okay??
^^"
Remember..
No matter what happen, I will at here supporting you...
Whenever you need me, here am I!!!!
I love you!!
Baby hubby~~~~~
^^"
<3

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Sunday, 1 April 2012

突然间.

我看到了一个很像以前的我的女子,
为了爱情,因为心痛,而有自杀的想法。
但,以前的我,最坏都只是割腕,
而她,却是冲出马路,差点被车撞!
幸好,被她的朋友救回了。
我没资格说她,因为曾经何时,我也有酱的想法。
但现在,不会再有这种想法了!
因为我开始学会了珍惜,
珍惜身边的每一个人,
我的家人,我的朋友,我的爱人,我爱和爱我的人,
我都会很珍惜!
回想起,以前的那个我,真的真的很幼稚!
现在的我,好像长大了,想法和以前完完全全不同了!
谢谢那些让我成长的人,每一位,我都会记在心中的!
现在的我,可说是很幸福~
有疼爱我的家人,
有一位他爱我,我也爱他的人~
还有我的好姐妹!
真的很幸福了!
再次 谢谢你们!
My parents, my lovers and my friends love me~~~XDD

老公,
我又想你了!
怎么办?
星期五都不知道能不能去找你,
真的真的很想你啊!!!
呜呜呜呜呜!!!
T.T
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