Saturday, 31 March 2012

Exam FINALLY finish!!

Sem break started,
Than's mean my final exam finidhed!!!
YAHOO!!!
But can't meet with hubby also...
Tonight only met him for few hours...Not enough for us!!!
T.T
It's hard to see you leaving...
It's hard to say goodbye...
I miss your hug, and your warm kiss...
I love when you kissed me anytime at anywhere...
Don't care how's the people talk about us...
You hug me tight, you kiss my cheek, even when we are walking..
I do enjoy that feeling...Warm and love~
Long time didn't take picture already...
I want more pictures to mark down our memories!!!!
T.T
Thanks for the permission~
I felt touch when you tell me what you want is my happiness...
Feel like wanna cry...
My happiness is yours...
And your happiness is mine too~
I love you!!!



Finally my stress has been released!!
Nothing to care anymore~~
I can focus on my rest, my love, my friend and my family~~!!!
Yahoo!!!!
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Sunday, 25 March 2012

终于和好如初。

谢天谢地,我们又和好了。
因为误会,所以吵架了。
吵到几乎要分手了。
不过现在好回了一点。
但回想起,心还是会觉得痛。
因为那一刻的你,不曾在乎过我的感受,我的心痛,我的失望。
那种感觉好可怕。
你,突然变得好像不是我所认识的那个你。
恐惧,遮盖了我。
那时的我,真的很失望。
这几个月以来,你不曾那样对我。
有了第一次,是不是会有第二次,第三次,甚至更多?
我很害怕,以后的我们是否还经得起这种考验。
眼泪,在失望中留了下来。
那时候的我,很无助,觉得自己很无辜。
其实你不知道,我在等待些什么。
我要的只是你的一通电话,一句道歉。
但你却很吝啬,一通电话都没给我。
那一晚,我带着,伤心,心痛,无助,失望的心情,睡觉。
睡之前,我告诉自己,
明天早上一起身,可能会受到他的信息。
可惜,没有。
失望的感觉再次浮现出来。
有多少次,我想说出那两个字,
但,我却说不出口,
心更痛得难以形容。
但,这一切,你却不知道。
我不是个100分的女朋友,
我不知道该如何安慰你,疼你,包容你,
但我真的很尽力了,我还可以怎样?!
我真的不知道该怎样了。
爱情,我又再次败给了你。
唉。。。
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Friday, 23 March 2012

Hehe~

我以后的婚纱照一定要在我们第一次见面的地方~
如果我们真的能结婚,
猪公,
你还记得吗?
我可是很记得呢~
我们第一次见面就是你感动我的那一天!
05/12/2011~
因为我的一句话,
你特地从Subang去KL Central打包Starbucks,拿到学校门口给我~
因为被感动,所以接受了你~
直到现在,我们在一起快要4个月了~
好快哦~
真的很想很想你清楚知道,
拥有你,是我最快乐的一件事!
请让我们一直这样走下去!
知道你为我戴上结婚戒指的那一天~
好吗?


等到那一天,
我们将会是世界最幸福的恋人!
答应我,我们一起手牵手走到那一天,好吗?
我爱你!林智鸿!
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Wednesday, 21 March 2012

Hubby's Birthday~

Whoa!!
I'm a very good girlfriend...
Let me tell you why..XD
Monday, after class, I straight away go Subang find my hubby, then I stay overnight at there..
Tuesday, 12a.m. got class, go back TARC from 10 a.m.,
Then go back Subang again after class...
Wednesday, come back TARC again...
=.=
I was wondering, why I can so geng de??
Haha...
But it's good to become the first person to wish hubby HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
He fall asleep at 10 p.m.++
Leaving me alone to play with his phone..>.<
Then I have to wake him up at 0000, just to wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
You know what response he gave to me??
"EN!!"..then sleep back...
Zzzzz...he win....
The next morning, I wished him again...
Luckily this time, he got give me a tight hug and kiss...
If not, I will knock his head kaw kaw!!XDD
After he came back from class, we went to Sunway Pyramid...
We keep on discussing what to eat...=.=
Finally, we decided to go Kim Gary to have our dinner...
We bought "John Carter" movie ticket...2040..
After we finished, straight go to the cinema...
This movie is AWESOME!!
Especially the "Woola"...
CUTE!!!!!^^"
We went to FTZ after movie...
Miss a chance to taste Haagen Daaz again...T.T
But never mind, can accompany my hubby when his birthday is already very happy for me...
Thanks for choosing me~<3
At the same night, I fell sick....O.O!!!!!
Fever, cough and running nose...
All come together...
SHIT!!
I can see how worried is my hubby from his eyes...
T.T..sorry ar...I don't wish to sick also de ar...T.T
He bought Panadol and water...
Holding my hand tight and keep on asking me "Are you okay?"
Sound like he scared I will faint in anytime...=.=
Reached room, he forced me to eat medicine quickly, wear jacket, and go to the bed...
He covered the blanket on me...TIGHT!!
But I felt more comfortable...
He keep on telling me to wake him up if feel uncomfortable..
"No matter what, I will be at your side..Go sleep now..."
This few words warm up my heart...
I know you will be at my side whenever I need you...
Thanks....and sorry for ruining up your birthday...T.T
I love you,my baby boy~
I promise will recover soon~
Muacks!!
(Forgot to take photos...T.T)





Final exam coming soon!!
Have to put more and more effort in it already!!
Gambateh!!
I can do it!!!!
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Saturday, 17 March 2012

Tired Day...

Yesterday was Mei Ting and my hubby birthday celebration...
The celebration held in Kensington, Era Walk at 7.30 p.m...
But my hubby and I only reached Nilai at 7.30..
We rushed to bath and drive "dangerously" to Galena fetch Idyllic..
Then we headed to Kensington...
Luckily we not only the late comers...Ai Rong just reached there before us...^^"
I ordered Grill Lamb Chop and Oreo Ice-blended...
My hubby ordered Rib Eye Steak and Ribena with Soda...
Quite nice de food~~
Yummy~~~~<3
Mei Ting they all took a lot of picture with mu hubby's phone...><
He angry me cause I don't want take picture with they all...
You know what??
Not I don't want take picture with them, is they all wearing high heels...
It makes me feel very very short in between them...><
I don't like the feeling...
But yet you keep on forcing me to take picture with them...
You don't care my feeling at all...T.T
After Kensington, we went to A&W...
But there many people, so we decided to change our destination to S11...
Once reached there, we ordered 2 bucket of Tiger...
I straightly finish 2 cups of beer...(although my hubby stopped me)...XDD
My hubby kena ALUBA by his friends and got hurt...T.T
Heart pain....
After finished drinking, then we fetched Idyllic back, then my hubby fetched me back...
When reached my home, my hubby asked me to drive to his hous and stay overnight there...
O.O!!
Although quite tired, but I worried him cause he looked very tired...
So I drove and followed his back..
My hubby hit the plastic palang....O.O!!!
He almost fall asleep!!!!O.O!!
I keep on worried him all the way to his home...><
His driving was totally unstable!!!
I scolded him through phone, luckily he quite okay after I scolded him...
Finally, reached his home...
We straight away go sleep cause both of us already very tired...
And my hubby need to wake up early to go Seremban to meet Idyllic they all...
Cause they are going Melacca for Dota Tournament!!
>.<
Argh!!!
So many thing to tell!!!
Don't know how to continue already....=.=



Whoa!!
My mum and dad already married for 24 years!!
Had a wonderful steamboat night with my family and relatives~~
<3
Just came back from Nilai...cause need to fetch my hubby back home...
At the end, I reached my hone safely~XDD
Tired but yet had a lot of fun!!
^^"

我操!
我家竟然有两个废材!
好吃懒做!
不负责任的父母!
他们试下把握明天的早餐吃完!
我一定会跟他们吵翻天!
白吃白住!
一天到晚,很像饿鬼酱!
冰箱的东西全部被他们吃光!
害我和我家人要找东西吃的时候,什么都没有!
我妈买来,不是被你们酱吃的!
有本事,自己去买!
没本事,就不要一直吃掉我们的东西!
垃圾!
你们不是每次都讲到自己很现代很威风吗?!
酱威风,搬出去住啦!
几岁人哦?!还要我爸妈养你们?!
你们有没有羞耻心的?!
什么好料,都被你们吃完!
爸妈吃什么?!
你们到底知不知道“孝顺”,怎样写的?!
我操!
他妈的!
你们真的很没有脑!!!!!!!!
废材!!垃圾!!
凸!!!
>.<
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Thursday, 15 March 2012

=..=......

Almost one week didn't update my blog...>.<
Monday rehearsal for my presentation on Wednesday...
Tuesday, after rehearsal, go Subang find my hubby...
Wednesday, backed from Subang, started my press conference...
A very successful presentation...
I'm a "international model" in the press conference...
Haha..super weird huh??XDD
By the way, it's quite happy to hear that the lecturer said our press conference is very good and success...^^"
Thursday, a boring day, only 7 of us attended LYC lecture...I can see her disappointed face from her...
Sorry, cause I gonna to skip your class again...>.<
Received a "SURPRISE" call from mom...
First, she asked me what time I finished my class...I answered 4..
Then she said tomorrow all of them are coming to KL...so maybe come and fetch us, but she MENTION...Subang are far away from Setapak...don't know they can make it or not...
I straight away had a troll face...=.=
I suggest that I take LRT from here to Kelana Jaya, cause it's the easiest way...
Then my hubby suddenly asked me to ask my mum whether can fetch him along...
Haha, quite a surprise when my mum said "See first..."
Cause whenever she said that, she will do that...XD
Thanks, mum~~~~XDD



My hubby sick again...>.<
Argh!!!Why don't he take good care of himself de wor??><
He need to prepare his slide for his presentation today...
But yet, I'm selfish...
I told him I'm not happy when he was not beside me...
I'm sorry...
Shouldn't tell you that...
So that you won't purposely come and find me although it's already late...
When my hubby arrived here, already 8++....
And just now he need to wake up early, just to rush back to his university for rehearsal...
Feel very guilty...
I'm sorry, hubby...
I heard you said many things to me yesterday night...
Whatever you said, I remembered...
This was the first time I was standing at the guard house watching my lover leaving...
Quite sad...
But I know soon, we will meet again...
So I always waiting for our next meet~
I love you...very much..
Thanks for accompany me, love me and cherish me...
I really do appreciate..
I love you, just the way you loved me~
Muacks~!!
<3
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Saturday, 10 March 2012

第二次。

今天终于去剪头发了,
剪短了前面的头发,后面只是修了一下。
我去了我家男人和表姨接受的理发店,真的很不错哦!
服务超好的~下次一定会再光顾的!
最兴奋的就是,能够和我家宝贝见面啦~
超开心地说~~^^"
今天宝贝来我婆婆家吃饭哦~很巧的,我叔叔也回来了~
搞到我家宝贝紧张到死~
不过他活该!谁叫他一直吵着要吃我婆婆煮的饭!XD
我们吃完了后,就带我侄女去Tesco买冰淇淋吃~
送了我侄女会婆婆家后,我们就去FC找Jin Yi他们了。
没想到,我家男人竟然做错了我不喜欢的事情。
他竟然推我!!!!!(>.<)
我的脸立刻黑掉!
跟Mei Ting拿了衣服后,我们就上车了。
在车上,我家宝贝一直要我原谅他。
说真的,那时候的我,并不是生气,而是不服气。
我不服气,我竟然输给了Dota,一个没有生命的东西。
但后来,我家男人就一直强调,根本就不是酱。
他把我看得比Dota更重要。
说着,说着,
我不争气的哭了,结果弄到他也跟着哭了。><
早知道他会跟着哭,我就不要哭了!
宝贝,对不起,这是我第二次弄到你哭了。
我不知道怎样才能告诉你我心里的想法。
有时,我做到。
有时,我却不知道该怎样告诉你,我的想法。
对不起啊~原谅我一时的生气~><
你对我许下了好多好多的承诺,谢谢你,
当时我真的很感动!感动到又哭了!
我跟你在一起这一段时间,我真的真的非常的幸福~
也可以很骄傲对别人说,现在的我是一个幸福的女孩~因为我拥有了一个非常爱我的人~
^^"
我们一起为我们的将来努力吧!
加油!加油!加油!


I feel shy when you keep on said that you love my new hair style~
But yet I felt happy when I heard that~
Thanks to my hubby for praising me that I'm the most beautiful in his heart!!
Muacks!!
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Friday, 9 March 2012

第一次。

那天是你第一次在我面前,对着我,发脾气。
对不起,我知道是我的错。
但其实你并不知道我担心的是什么。
我嘴里说的“有钱人”跟“没钱人”,你知道我真正想要说的是什么吗?
我想你知道,清清楚楚地知道,
我,跟你在一起,100%不是因为你有钱!
就算你没钱,我还是会跟你在一起,
我会跟你一起努力,不管怎样,我都想跟你在一起。
我害怕的,不是你的眼光,
而是你家人和亲戚对我的眼光会是怎样的。
你的家族,每一户,都很有钱。
而我,好像高攀不起。
但这是我不能改变的。
我的家庭是上天注定给我的,是他给我的人生考验。
我不能做什么让我家族变得有钱,但我希望我能被你的家人和亲戚承认。
我答应自己,无论以后你亲戚或家人用什么态度对我,我都会微笑带过,不会有一丝不爽。
我会微笑,我会改变自己,我会让他们承认我。
无论要我付出什么,我都愿意。
只因为你,我不想让你为难,
所以,为了你,我会坚强,我会加油的!
经过那天后,我发现我们对彼此的感觉,更强烈了。
谢谢你,宝贝老公!
那一天,你一直哄我,即使我在闹脾气,
你还是不顾别人的眼光,一直爹我,一直想办法弄我笑,
真的很感谢你!



我家男人的宝贝终于回来了!
兴奋到!
哈哈~
欢迎回来哦~我家男人的二奶!
嘻嘻~


我相信,
每一次雨天后都会是天晴的~
一切都会雨过天晴的~
就像我们每一次吵架后,
我们还是会若无其事的,对彼此更好一点~
我们就是一对可爱的情侣~
XD
没人能模仿~没人能代替~
我们是独一无二的~



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Wednesday, 7 March 2012

怎么又来了?

怎么又开始胡思乱想了?
下雨天,果然很容易让我陷入emo状态。
因为自己的emo,让我家男人也陷入不开心的状态中。
有点很对不起他。
每次当我心情不好,他总是任由我无理取闹的骂他,打他。
他总是让我发泄在他身上。
每当我冷静下来后,都觉得很内疚。
因为自己的不开心,而发泄在他身上。
很对不起。
也很庆幸,自己有一个酱好的男朋友,就算我的脾气再坏,还是对我不理不弃的。
谢谢你,被我骂完,还要想办法哄回我。
可怜的你~
我现在好很多了,不要再担心了~
明天又可以在见到你了!超兴奋得说~
虽然可能只是那短短的几个小时,但我还是会珍惜~
因为迟点,你就会开始变忙,变得很少陪我,
因为你要集中精神去训练你的dota比赛。
也因为你的功课会让你变得更忙。
为什么总觉得我们能相处的时间变得越来越少?
那也是件没办法改变的事情。
我们读书是为了我们的将来,
可是我拿的课程要读比你久.
唉,贵族学校果然就是不同。(>.<)
为了我们自己的将来,我们必须奋斗,努力!
加油!



终于把我的assignment全部赶完了!
果然,我在最后一天做的速度和成果,会比较好。
(=.=)
有点佩服我自己!
最近真的很穷啊!
不行!
我还是要开始存钱!
我有想过,每晚吃coco crunch/honey star/corn flakes当晚餐!
真的可以省很多!
好!
就酱决定了!
给我家男人知道,我的鼻子不用要了!
但我真的很想存钱,买我们要的东西。
我们还有很多东西还没买。
情侣戒指,情侣衣服,iPhone,还有很多很多的东西!
加油!
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Tuesday, 6 March 2012

Hehe~

突然间,觉得自己跟以前,变了好多 。
以前的我,就算有了男朋友,还是不顾避忌的跟其他男子信息,出街 ~
现在的我,电话除了我家男人的之外,很少会看到别人的信息~
以前的我,总是要我的男友24小时陪着我,就算忙,也要陪我,
根本就没给空间对方,很任性吧?
现在的我,明白了,每个人都有自己的私人空间,自己的自由,
所以我不会再一直缠着我的男友~只要他跟我交代一声,我就不会再打扰。
渐渐的长大了,渐渐的明白了很多事情,
有时候,真的很不想长大,那我就不用烦那么多东西了。
但,人,还是要长大,还是要经历很多很多事情,慢慢的长大,慢慢的坚强。
我,变得更懂事了,更坚强了,也长大了。
也许在别人眼中我还是像个小孩子,任性或什么的
但他们并没有参与在我的过去,所以不知道过去的我和现在的我是多么的不同。




现在,我遇到了,一位可能会成为我这一辈子的白马王子,
他,很好,很疼我,
最重要的是,他和我一样都是深爱着彼此。
这份心意,我真的深深地感觉到!真的很感谢上天让我遇见他!
我们透过Facebook认识,
认识不到一个礼拜,我们就在一起了。
当时,我没想过要爱上他,因为那时对他的感觉并不是那么的强烈。
那时的我们,只是电话和Facebook联络,
还没见面过,现在回想,这样的决定会不会有点傻,
他一直要求我给他一个机会,
我只回答他,“等我们见面了再说吧,或许见面后你不会再想和我在一起了。”
他说,“好,我等你。”
就在05/12/2010,他打给我的时候,我突然讲了一句,“我突然想喝Starbucks”,
让我万万没想到的是,“我现在去打包给你”。
这句话,让我不敢相信!
结果,他真的打包给我,拿到我的面前!
我瞪大了眼,一直不敢相信这是真的。
就在那一天,我们正式在一起了。
日子一天又一天的过去了。
不知不觉,我们在一起,3个月了,
不长也不短。
这段时间内,我们争吵过,冷战过,开心过,哭过,笑过,
庆幸的是,我们还是爱着对方,始终不离不弃。
真的很谢谢他,
总是在包容我,容忍我的坏脾气,
他,为了我,做了好多好多的事情,
我真的很感动,因为不曾被重视过。
我看得见,我在他心目中的地位。
我也看得见,他在我心中霸占了什么地位。
我真的很希望,很希望,我们能一直酱走下去,
不管发生什么事情,我们的手,我们的心还是会紧紧地握住,不会轻易的放手。
我相信,我们做得到,也一定会做到。
我会加油的,我希望他也会!
为了我们的未来,我们一起加油吧!
^^"

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Sunday, 4 March 2012

Few days didn't update already....XD

Hey,
This few days busy dating with my boy and assignments...
No time to update...
Pai seh~~~XDD

Busy travelling around with my hubby~
We met Ai Rong, Wan Yin, Mei Ting, and Jin Yi at Thursday night to have dinner together~
Haha~fun night~
Then Friday, after class, I go find my boy as he got class replacement at 4-6...=.=
Weird replacement..
First time we both so poor...(Haih....>.<)
We went to Asian Cafe to have our dinner~
Then Saturday we went Low Yat with Mei Ting and Jin Ti~
Quite happy that day cause my hubby finally allowed to bring camera along~haha~
But not really took a lot of picture...=.=
We saw an iPod Touch at Low Yat that cost RM699 for 8GB...
My hubby had an idea which we save money together and buy it and share it~
Wow~that moment,feel so happy and 幸福~
Start save money from now on~
ipod Touch, wait for us ya~~~~~<3
This days have my hubby accompany, feel so comfortable...
Can see his face once i awake...
This feeling can't describe...
When he was here, he will help me wipe my hair till dry..
He will help me dry up my hair...
He will help me put on blanket when I slept..
He will help me do anything, 
That's why I'm like a disabled, no need to move then the things will all settled by him...(>.<)
But I enjoy watching him busy just because of me...
Feel so warm~~
Thanks to him cause he purposely didn't go back Nilai just to come meet me...(>.<)
Thanks for letting me feel that I'm very important to you...
Thanks for eveything!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
MUCH MUCH MUCH!!!!
Muacks~


见面,能够解除一时的思念,
离别后,留下的,只会更多的想念。
我,又想你了。



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