We started to talk about OUR fututre!
Wedding, car, house, children...................
(=.=)
Will it too fast to think about all these things??@@
Haha..but is quite good to have our plan, so that we can start to work hard for things we want~
It's really good to have you by my side~
We used to argue sometimes, but yet we still loving each other~
Now think back the conversation when we argue, I will laugh...
Cause it's totally funny...
Because of my stupid eldest sister, you angry and we had a small argument..
Luckily, we become normal again at night~
I love the way you make me laugh~
I love the way you kiss me through phone even though you are angrying...
I love the way you said I love you...
Many many things, I also love, because of you...
We be together almost 2 months already...
And you told me that my appearance is becoming your habit..
Aw~~~feel so sweet~~~XDD
I know you meant what you had said...
And I trusted in you~
I believe we can be together for a long long time~^^"
<3

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27/01/2012 and 28/01/2012 is the best we ever had!!!
Your buddies all gather at JY's house...
Wine, gambling, high-ing....
Whoa!!!!Best night ever!!
Although I just met with your friends, but luckily we mix around very fast~
Wine + Hoe Garden = drunk!!!XDD
But at last I tasted how strong is the Chivas is!!Damn nice~~~~~~~~^^"
I 6.00a.m. only slept...but my boy slept while I was gambling with his friends~
Pity my boy..need to drive from Johor back to Nilai, then straight awat come Seremban, and sleep so late...
He must be very tired..T.T
That's why I don't want him drive too much...so I keep on asking him to let me drive~
Hehe~~~~Finally I drove his car~~~~~~Chevrolet Optra~~~~
Wakakakakakakak~~~too happy already...XDD

28/01/2012

We went for a movie after he went played dota at FC~

Journey 2~
Quite nice and quite funny movie~

He angry me because I replied a boy's message in Facebook in front of him!!

But I did explained who is that boy and there's nothing will happened between him!!

Luckily, he didn't angry very long~

Muacks~thx, hubby~

After watching movie, I ttok my boy to have dinner with my family~

He felt stress..><
Sorry, bii....

But I just hope to introduce you to my family...

Hope you will understand...

Feel don't want let him go when he need to go back..

But I didn't show up that face in front of him..

I show him a happy face, but actually I'm not willing to let him go...

I don't want him to feel guilty or useless...

I love him!!

I hope he really know about it..

BII,

You said you hope we will be together till the moment we married...

It will takes a few years to reach the moment...

But we will get through all the problems until we get marry, right??

You asked me not to leave you, 

I told you I won't..

In the same way, I also asked you not to leave me...

Both of us don't wish this relationship end, but last forever...

We will make it happen together!!

WE WILL!!

I love you with my true heart, and I know you too...

No matter what, I won't change my love to you....

But will you change??

I scared that you will leave me, 

I scared that you will disappear in a sudden...

That's why I don't like you late reply, or didn't tell me anything..

I don't like that type of feeling...

If one day, I didn't reply your message or answer any of your call.

Will you feel scare too?

Will you scare that I disappear??

I don't know...

I just wish we can last as long as we can...

That's all I want...

Sorry for my bad temper...

Sorry for all the thing that I did to you...

I'm sorry....

THE END ... 留言给我呗 ...

So what if you are my brother??!!
So what if you are my sister??!!
So what if you are my sister's husband??!!
That doesn't mean that you can bully me whenever you want!!
That doesn't mean that I need to become your 出气筒!!
I got my own self-esteem!!I got my own temper!!
If you don't give any respect to me, I also won't give ANY respect to you!!
So what if you are my family??!!
I'm gonna escape from this place as soon as possible!!
I can't stand anymore...
I'm sorry that I need to broke my parent's heart...
But it's better than letting them living in a noisy family...
Since I don't welcome by my brother and sister, why don't I just disappear from this family??
I just need to wait for one more week...
Then I won't be back anymore...
If I come back I will sleep at grandma house...
I don't wish to see the person that I don't wish to see...
I had made up my mind...won't changed anymore...
I'm done with it!!
Enough standing all this shit!! THE END ... 留言给我呗 ...

原本今天已经是年二十九了，
Blog不应该是悲伤的。
但我忍受不了。
今天凌晨3点多，我家男人打给我。
12点多的时候，他跟我说去喝茶。
我很生气，他根本就没事先告诉我。
就连跟谁去，去到几点，他也没告诉我。
我真的很生气！怎么可以这样！
他至少也要跟我讲一下吧！！
我很生气！！我直接倒头就睡！
3点多，他打来，代表他刚喝完茶！
他有时间不是下来找我，而是跟他朋友出去！
很明显，在他心里我这个女朋友根本就比不上他的朋友！
我很失望！彻底失望 ！
我还能说什么？！
心痛又怎样？！他知道吗？！
哭了又怎样？！他会知道吗？！
突然觉得自己变得好卑微。
卑微到要去乞求他的爱和关心。
为什么要搞到自己酱？我不知道。
我能不能从今天起，什么都不管，什么都不问，什么都不听，什么都不看？
他想怎样就怎样。
我觉得自己根本就没权力去管他。
我很爱他，那并不代表他可以一次又一次的来伤害我！
我还能被他伤几次？为什么总是我伤痕累累？
我生气的是，他什么都不会跟我交代！
就算我1个小时，2个小时没有回他信息，他也不会紧张的再信息我或打给我！
我要的关心，我要的注意，我得不到。
机会一次又一次的给了他，每一次得来的却是失望。
我还能奢望什么?
我到底要怎么做。
我很爱他，我不想放弃这段感情，
但有时候我真的觉得这段感情很难维持下去。
有好几次我都想要说分手。
但我没有！因为我很珍惜他！
但他呢？！
他到底有没有珍惜过？！
每天说很想我，但有时间的时候，为什么不来找我？！
是他在说谎，还是他根本就不想来找我？
我不知道。
不要再来伤害我了，好吗？
我不知道自己还能撑多久。
我真的不知道 THE END ... 留言给我呗 ...

I think I'm going to sick before Chinese New Year....
I don't want ar!!!T.T
I want my New Year start with a healthy body ar!!!T.T
Please don't sick ar!!Please...><
My boy said he will angry me if I got sick cause I didn't take good care of myself!!!
How can he be like that??!!><
He should be worry and care me more de lo,,,,><
Angry-ing!!!!

My hubby went for his dad's company's dinner....

Started to be alone from 7 till 11++....
My boy drunk....@.@

But luckily he still will call me and call me "lao po"...

I very scare that he will call to other girl and said that girl is his girlfriend...><

He still will say " I love you", still know how to kiss me in the phone...

Phew~Luckily!!

If not, I'm going to knock him head kaw kaw!!

Pity my baby boy cause force by his dad to have intercourse with his dad's workers and relatives...

Beer, red wine, X.O, Hennesy...=.=

When I listen to it, I already wanna drunk jor~@.@

Started to miss him again...almost 2 weeks didn't meet up already...

If we can meet, I sure hug him tight tight de lor...

Miss his smell~his hug~his kiss~~XDD

But....he's not here...haih....

Brandon Lim, I need you...

I miss you...

I love you...

^^"

THE END ... 留言给我呗 ...

Heart beats fast
Colour and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

Suddenly fall in love with this song...
" A Thousand Years " by Christina Perri...
Haha~
Feel like sing this to my love one...
But unfortunately, my voice not good in singing...
T.T
Two weeks can't meet you,
is torturing us...
I miss you so much, and I know you too...
But this is our challenge...
We must face it and get through it together...
I know we can~
^^
Gambateh together ya~
<3
Sometime will hope that you will say many sweet thing in a message...
But you didn't...Just did once...
><
I said to you many times,but you didn't...T.T
UNFAIR!!!
Wahahahah~~~~
(Just joking nia~只是来发泄一下而已~)
Actually I didn't mind~XDD
Just say for fun de~~
Hehe~~

Our love~
Just like us~
Went shopping~

You'll help me carry all the thing, included my beg~XDD

Everytime go out with you, sure feel very relax...

Nothing to carry~hehe~

But sometime I also will help you carry de~

Miss the time we go shopping together~

We long time didn't go shopping jor!!!

T.T

Cry out loudly!!

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突然回忆起，从我们的第一天到今天，
每一段开心与不开心的。
感觉上，我们已经经历了不少事情。
一个月多，不算久。
而我们即将迈入第二个月。
我相信我们能长久的~XDD

原来你还记得我的经期是在月底的。
原来你还记得我对你说过，我的头发每天都在掉。
难怪你不喜欢我吃Maggi面。
连我自己都忘记了，你却还记得。
有点感动到咯。><
小细节，你都有注意到了。
真的很窝心。
谢谢你。

我的好姐妹遇到了感情问题了。

我不是对那个男的有偏见。

而是，那个男的真的不会是个好的男子。

我不知道你是否会把我的劝告听进去。

只希望你不要受到伤害，那就好了。

决定权在你手里，我不能帮你做选择。

所以只要是你的决定，我都会支持你，祝福你。

想清楚了，才作决定。

记得，不要因为想恋爱而恋爱。

痛苦的只会是你自己。

加油。

需要倾诉，就来找我吧。

我电话24开着的~XDD

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Sometime I feel like is me too care you..

Sometime I feel like only me too 主动....

Stalk your Facebook everyday, waiting for your reply everyday,waiting for your call every night...

But did you did this to me too??or only me doing this?

When you didn't reply me, I'm scared..

I'm scared that you will leave me alone suddenly....

I'm scared that I will be alone again...
I just don't like that feeling...
I just can't get any hurt anymore....

I don't want to pain once more...

I hope you can protect my heart, as I will do the same thing to you too...

Don't try to break it, cause it will be hard to recover again...

You're good, but why you keep on saying you are useless?

I don't like you say yourself useless...

You already did what you can do...only me want more...

Sorry, it's me too selfish already...

This is the first time for me to feel that I'm the only one in someone's world...

This is the first time for me to behave like what behavior I had...

This is the first time for me to have a warm feeling every time we talked, we dated, we hug, we kissed...

Although I have bad behavior, but yet you still treat me very good...you still care me much...

None of my ex will let me beat, bite, "bully" them...you are the first one..

I know you felt pain when I bite you, but you won't say anything,,,

You say you love me torturing you...=.=

Cause you felt I very care you...is it true??@@

Sometime i made you feel frustrated, angry, sad, but you still forgive me...

I really do appreciate what you did for me...

Hubby, I just wanna say, I really love you very much...

I still remember the day you keep on asking me call you hubby...

Seem like that word is important for you...

Haha...

In a day, we used to say "I love you" for N times...
When message, when talking in the phone and Skype, when we meet..

I love when you say that 3 words near my ears~XDD

Love that feeling~

Bii, sorry for making you unhappy that day, sincerely apologize to you...
Sorry....

And, i miss you...missing you badly ar!!!!><

Finally, I can online already...

Finally, I can Facebook and update my blog already...

Starting from today, going to bake cookies...

Failed when tried to bake cheese cookies for the 1st time...><

Haiz, bake the cookies I more confident...

Finally, DONE!!!

SATISFIED!!!

Wahahahahahahahah~~~~XD

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怎么了我？
我真的好想给你所想要的幸福。
但为什么我总是不能？
为什么我总是那么的没用？
我很我自己，给不了你快乐。
但我真得尽力了。
对不起，是我不好。
我真的好想看到你开心，
但为什么我却总是弄你伤心？
我的心好痛。
我不知道该怎样。
我想放弃，但我真的很爱你，不舍得放弃。
但看着你一次又一次的，因为我而伤心，
我，觉得自己很没用。
我该怎么做才好？
你能不能告诉我 ？
我好想现在就能抱着你，
我好想现在能听到你的声音。
我真的好想你。
但你却不在。
对不起，我爱你。 THE END ... 留言给我呗 ...

Went to 1 Utama with my baby boy and his friends...
We went there by Meng's car...
Me, My baby boy, Meng, Ck, Charissa, Yew San...
Then Jing Yi and Mei ting went there meet us...
Haiz...things in 1 U too expensive already...Not willing to buy!!!><
We went to Pavilion too~
Damn nice the dragon!!!><
我的男人竟然在那天发我脾气！！
我知道，是我小气，什么都要生气。
但你也应该知道我的性格是酱的，你不但没有哄我，反而还发我脾气。
我觉得有点过分咯。不知道怎么形容。
就在那时，我竟然胃不舒服。
上了车，胃舒服了一点，但头却开始痛！！
超痛！！
痛到很想敲爆我的头！
我在那时其实已经是晕了。
我家男人超担心的，但我还在生气，一直把他推走。
我越来越没力了，就昏睡了。
然后他们好像去吃东西，而我男人就陪我在车上睡觉。
我好像隐隐约约听到他有说东西，但那时昏昏的，没有注意到。
Charisssa 拿了止痛药给我，我吃了后，好点了，没事了。
过后Meng就送我的男人回去了。
然后到家了。
我真的很生气，为什么你就是不能体谅我？要发我脾气？
一句对不起有什么意义？
我真的很失望，真的真的很失望。。。。。 THE END ... 留言给我呗 ...

Wah~time passed so fast~
We already together 1 month and 2 days jor~
Really very happy and I really hope that we can last long~
Yesterday went out with my baby boy~
He feel guilty cause I waited him for 3 hours~
But no choice wor~Nobody come fetch me back home~
So I had to stay there for 3 hours lo~
But really very happy to see you~
First thing to do sure is kiss and hug you~
Long time didn't see you jor~
Keep on smelling your scene~~
Make me feel safe and comfortable~
I love you scene~XD
We went to watch movie~
"Laughing 哥...." (Don't know what name jor~@@)
Not very nice...make me blur blur...don't know what the story talk about...><
Before go watch movie, we went for a walk in Jusco~
We went into the Converse shop~
Suddenly I saw a beg with red and white de~DAMN NICE!!!
But cost almost Rm109.90!!!O.O!!
Then my boy said I got another present for my xmas present ady~
Har??Blur when he said that..
He said he's going to buy for me!! OMG!!!
Stunned when he said that...
Cause my xmas present got 2 things jor...one is Mango t-shirt and Converse beg!!
Both also consider as branded things for me...><..
LV,Gucci those more branded de really don't suit for me lo...><
If I use, sure people will think that is a fake thing...
So I never ever try to think about having those more branded thing...><
Can't wait to get that Converse beg!!
Really very nice leh...
After watching movie, then we went to wash my boy's car..
Then go Galena fetch his friends to go FC...
We at FC for 3 hours++...
Damn sienz...but see my boy play till so happy, I'm not willing to ask him to fetch me home...
So I keep on playing tetris and Facebook...
After finished, we went to eat luk luk~~~
I eat the most!!!T.T
Cause I really very hungry that time...><
Then my boy fetch me home~
Haiz...very 不舍得 ar!!!!
Even my boy also...
He hug me so tight when he wanna leave...
When he leave home, he told me if not because he need to fetch his friend back home, he definitely will stay till 2.30...
But haiz....T.T
Never mind la~
Sunday can meet again!!
WOOHOO!!!!
Can't wait nia~
<3

I love this pic~Give some comment...><

I LOVE MY BOY!!

His Skype status wrote : The girl I loved, Stephanie Leong <3

My Skype status wrote : I'm in love with a boy, named Brandon Lim~<3

Haha~sweet neh!!!!

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原本已经计划好的假期破灭了！T.T
虽然有点失望，但他爸妈有重要的东西做，要他顾家，那也是没办法的事。
突然有种想法，是不是你不想见我，所以说谎？
昨晚，我们用skype聊了好久。
对不起，还你被骂了。你上个月的电话费竟然超过RM250.@@
都是我害的，对不起。
所以我们该用skype..
昨晚我真的很开心，谢谢你。
你一直逼我叫你老公，而且还是要撒娇的那一种。
你明知道我不习惯撒娇，你还撒娇给我听，要我学你。
真是败给了你。
真的好想见你，
但我们几时才会见面？
会不会是一个月后？
还是我们不能再见了？
我不知道，现在的我，好想哭。
我什么都不能做。
只能每天对着电话，期待着你的信息，期待镇你是否会打来。
我每天都在期待，期待你突然说要来找我。
但每一天的期待最后都变成了失望。
失望久了，会不会没有了知觉？
失望久了，是不是以后会忘记失望的感觉是怎样的？
失望久了，会不会累的？
我不知道。
对不起。 THE END ... 留言给我呗 ...

又考完一科了.
还剩下最后一刻，也会是最难的一科。><
希望我读到的都会出.><

最近的我们怎么了？
时好时坏，我知道是我的错，我不好。
但有时候我也不想的啊。
我知道我并不是很了解你，我知道还有很多你的事情我都不知道。
但我会学着去慢慢的了解。
但请你给我一点时间，
体谅我，了解我。
请你给点时间我慢慢适应，好吗？
我喜欢听甜言蜜语，所以我总是希望你会对我说。
一天至少一次，我也甘愿。
但有时你却没有，让我觉得有点失望。
相反的，我并不擅长说甜言蜜语。我知道你也喜欢。
但我就是不知道如何开口。><
对不起。
我真的希望我们能够每天都开开心心的。
不要再像前几天一样，一直吵架了。
但我能做到吗？
T.T
我又想念你了。
好想念。
但可以怎样阿？？！！！！
T.T THE END ... 留言给我呗 ...

又是吵架的一天。
这次竟然吵到要分手。
不过幸好，到最后还是没事。
你打给我，对我说，你不会离开我，你不想分手，你想跟我长久。
我又何尝不是？
因为爱你，所以不喜欢被忽视的感觉。
因为爱你，所以才希望你把所有的注意力放在我身上。
你总是能给我快乐，给我悲伤，给我心痛。
但这些不都是爱情该经理的东西吗？
无论如何，我都会珍惜你对我的爱。
我知道你说的“我爱你”，是来自你的真心。
我都感受得到。
对不起，总是感到不安。
你说你会录一个30分钟的Video给我，
虽然我不知道你是不是真的会弄，
但我希望这会是一个惊喜~
你要求我也弄一个，可是，不懂电脑的我，要怎么弄嘛？！><
不过应该会尝试去弄~XDD
我们很久都没见面了，应该有两三个星期吧。
超想你的说~T.T
我知道你也很想我~因为你说过想我是24小时，全天无休的~XDD
下个星期就能跟你见面了~还能跟你一起去逛街，玩~超期待的~
我想去很多地方叻。。。
Mid Valley, Pavilion, Sunway Pyramid, Sungei Wang, 和 Times Square~
我甚至想去云顶！！但这个就不可能啦～
我想去逛街买衣服，买鞋子，买包包，买首饰，买很多很多东西！！！
但可怜的是，我没有钱买。
唉～真是悲哀～＞＜
不过我最想要的，就是我们的情侣装和情侣戒指～
不过要等到我有钱了才可以买。那会是几时啊！！！＞＜
Bii,我好想你！！T.T

昨天跟了我的好姐妹去Pavilion,

两个快要没钱的家伙，竟然还去逛街！！

不过我们都是没有买东西的拉~

只是去走走而已~

无聊的我们，走进Parkson,

看到了两件花花的长裙~就拿了去试衣间试穿~

那件裙子==> RM239!!!!!

超贵的！！不过还好我们只是拿去试穿~

我穿起来就感觉有点怪怪的~会不会？？><

接下来，就是我们自拍时间咯~XDD

我超爱这一张~感觉上我很像染了头发~这个颜色好像很适合我~新年就染这个颜色好了~XDD

如果不是两百多块，我们早已经买下来当我们的姐妹装了~><

好看吗？XDD

好看吗？><

很开心有你这个好姐妹~

<3

明天是最后第二科了~还有一科，我就可以放假了~

我就可以跟我的Bii去玩了~

真期待啊~~~~~~~~~

真希望能天天看到他~XDD

不过不可能了啦~

唉。。。。。。。

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你是第几次了？
你曾答应我说，你不会丢下我一个。
但我在Facebook的bulletin board那里看到你的状态，
我真的很失望。
为什么，你宁愿用你的时间来上网，都不会来找我？
是不是我在你心里不够重要？
是不是我太烦？
我一次又一次的原谅你，但你一次又一次的让我失望。
我该继续相信。继续给你机会吗？
眼泪再一次模糊了我的视线，我哭了。
因为我的心好痛。
我能不能不要再爱你那么深？我能不能把我自己抽离？
我怕，越爱你，我更伤。
你告诉我，你生病了，
我就开始一直担心，一直自责。
我怪我自己为什么你生病的时候不在你身边？！
但现在我才知道，我的担心是多余的。
如果有一天我真的放弃了，请你不要怪我。
我已经给了你很多次机会了，但你不曾珍惜。
对不起。。。 THE END ... 留言给我呗 ...